1. |
Here We Go
02:48
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calling it a night never made me feel alive
broken pipes cascade above the sky
and in my room i'm projected on the four walls
so i tear my skin like fabric
without speaking you are waiting
and without breathing you are sleeping
holy fuck i don't know how to comfort myself
and hold me down i gotta shake these feelings out
blacking out never makes me feel alive
tail bottles hover across the night
in my room i'm suspended above the dead
tonight i'll possess your corpse
without leaving you are waiting
without keeping your soul a secret
holy fuck i don't know how to leave my house
hold me down i gotta shake these feelings out
will you be the new blood that cures my sleepless nights?
will you be the new beginning that cures my endless nights?
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2. |
Say You Are
03:18
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the humid air makes my body suffocate
now all we hear are disasters outside
they set off car alarms
but the dogs stay silent downstairs
but you are who you say you are
you are who you say you are
i'm so drunk i'm hiding in the bathroom
oh this july its never going to end
in this moment i should slit my wrists
but i vomit and fall asleep instead
but you are who you say you are
you are who you say you are
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3. |
Throw Away Yr Books
02:36
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coffee and water
but my lips'll taste the same
it's only a parking lot now
my home town
show me your scariest face
i'll live in my loneliest place
we watch those kids play on their lawn
we wonder where they all belong
so keep keep burying your blood
remember who you are
i know that you're up there
waiting to rip me apart
smoke and powder
but my lungs'll burn the same
it makes the smallest sound
your home town
i wanna be printed into the background
i wanna be worthless in your mind.
yr mine.
only an argument now:
my home town.
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wash the poison from my heart
in your words, i realize i'm so far
so far away, from everything.
settle in, and we'll begin.
this time i won't just hide away
this time i won't just instigate.
i'll tear away in the current
you're so gorgeous pull back the curtain
feed me poison in the dark
i'll feel like a clay model.
set in stone, the way we are.
but i cannot deny our place in time.
this time i can't just die away
this time i won't be so ashamed
this time i'll pick at my name
this time i won't be so ashamed.
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but you live so far away
on that bed in the ocean
current drifting restlessly
i'd be swept away in the undertow
if i could only get a look from you
i'm just as broken as my car
gas fills the air as i sink in the couch
i know i'm not the person you want
i know i'm not someone to love
if hell comes when you die
why do i feel it when i'm alive?
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6. |
Okee
01:32
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i don't wanna talk about the weather
i don't wanna talk about my trauma
you were built to hold me together
i have guilt for everything i remember
i can't remember being happy
i've given up, maybe next time
i just want us to fall forever
i don't wanna be patient
i can't feel more insecure
i can't feel more than you
i can't remember being happy
i've given up, maybe next time
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7. |
Is It Someone New?
05:07
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last night i saw your face when i closed the medicine cabinet.
my body's been begging me for sleep.
i can't give it what it wants.
i can't give it what i want.
last week i saw your face in the smog that consumes the city.
my hunger's been telling me to eat.
i can't give it what it wants.
i won't give it what i want.
is it someone new?
i don't blame you
is it someone new?
i won't argue
i never do.
last month i heard your voice in the basement.
my dad's been telling me to breathe.
i can't give him what he wants.
i can't give him what he wants.
last year i felt your touch in our bedroom.
my veins been begging me to leave.
i can't give them what i want.
i can't give them what they want.
is it someone new?
i don't blame you
is it someone new?
i won't argue
i never do.
sweetheart
i hope you're loving your life
i hope you sleep at night
i hope he kisses you goodnight.
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8. |
Chlorine
03:05
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and i wake up sick
can't go back to sleep can't stop thinking about you
all i know all i know
is that the way you look at me
makes me melt to my knees
oh chlorine oh chlorine i feel nothing
without you here with me
and i walk outside
can't get in my car can't stop thinking about you
all i know all i know
is that the way you kiss me
makes me melt to my feet
oh chlorine oh chlorine i feel nothing
without you here with me
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